flattering, though im sure you will be a bit disappointed. my life is not exactly an exciting one, although, i guess you could say it has its moments. im not the most interesting person, but i would venture to say that im not the most boring one either. obvioiusly neither one of us has that much to do...im writing this, youre reading this.

im fairly young in age (21), but i think i am a little mature beyond my years. i am married to a man that i love enormously, and we have a beautiful little girl, who looks just like her father, but unfortunately has a temper like me. anyone who has children knows...a four month old can be a handful, let alone a four month old with an attitude. shes perfect, thought, and shes the best thing in the world.

i am currently not going to college right now, but plan to start back next semester. when i do, i will be a junior. one would think that with 2 years of school behind me, i would be able to decide what to major in, but me being forever indecisive, am so far unable to come to a conclusion. sociology, psychology? psychology, sociology? decisions, decisions...my absolute weak point (just ask my husband). i plan to go into law enforcement. oh the look of pride when i told my father "yes dad, i want to be a cop." wishful thinking. his real reaction was more along the lines of "are you serious, youll get shot." gee, thanks for the vote of confidence. "maybe," i say, "but i stand a better chance of being in a fiery vehicle accident, but you dont object to me driving." after hours of arguing about it, we finally just left it at i have my opinion, he has his, its my life, yada yada yada.

anyway, lets see, i grew up in a small, small town. no ones even heard of it so i wont bother mentioning the name of it. ever seen the movie 'varsity blues'? picture that minus a bunch of people. everyone knew everyone. the school, mainly sports, were the heartbeat of the town. and not every sport, just basketball and baseball, we didnt have football, swimming, tennis, ect. it was interesting, though, growing up with small town folks trying to be big city people, right in the middle of a big field. definitely farm country. people knew your business before you did, and can we say rumors? seriously though, i wouldnt change it for anything. it was the kind of place where you didnt have to lock your doors at night. everyone was generally friendly, and traffic? what traffic? when i moved away to go to college, it was such a culture shock. and drivers license's are given to way too many incompetent people.

if youre bored to death yet, go back. if not, we'll keep going. my poor husband. i cant cook, dont clean, dont iron, and yet he stays with me. is he a great guy or what? he puts up with my sarcasm, massive mood swings, and terrible hair months. and he doesnt even complain too much. hes a cop also. our poor daughter, no one will want to date her cause both her parents will be cops. not that he would let her anyway. he treats me better that i deserve, and i know that i dont let him know enough how much he means. "hon, if you ever read this, i love you more than anything, more now than ever, and i promise, ill clean the kitchen someday."

my secret ambition, if i could do anything, is to be a singer. i love to sing. ive sang in a choir and i must say we were really good. although, solo, i cant really say the same. but man you should hear me sing in the shower or the car. damn, im good. along with being a cop and a singer, i would also like to be a photographer. am i good? i dont know, but i would sure have fun trying to be. i also want to play professional baseball, or softball. frankly i dont care. am i good? i once was, probably never enough to play for a college team, let alone professional. but one can dream, right? im just so full of ambition.

more later, maybe.......,







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